Fathers Day
So i was going to post this yesterday but i didn’t want to ruin your guys’ fathers day. hope you guys had a great one by the way. So here it goes!
So you guys might have noticed all of the #DearDad things i was posting. If you couldn’t tell by them fathers day the same as mothers day isn’t my happiest holiday. mothers day was bad because my mother is dead but fortunatly i have my grandmother who i ove and has been taking care of me since i was a baby. Now if you think i HATE my father your wrong. Do i love him though not exactly and you may think “wow this girls a bitch she prolly has an awesome father who she’s taken for granite” well again i;’m sorry but your WRONG! all my father ever wanted to do was spend money on me and you may think “wow what an awesome dad” well again WRONG! a child need more than money spent on her/him. my father rarely spent time on me and at the beggining i was happy i was getting a bunch of gifts. this ended a couple years ago cuz he didnt spend anytime with me. he would spend money on me on my birthday and christmas and other occasions. I soon learned that he wasn’t suppose to be seeing me unless he paid child support which he never did so it ended up as a big fight between him and my mom(grandmother). i was was getting really sick of this and didnt want to see him. which i haven’t in a year.
Another reason i strongly dislike my father is because he acts like Johnathan never lived. this bugs the hell out of me considering he should be in more pain about it than me and i cry almost everyday over him. its been 6 years and it feels like he just died yesterday. and you may think wow 6 years really get over it. but my mom had died only 3 years before this. i was in the third grade when he died, so it pisses me off that his own father doesnt remember him or atleasts acts like he doesnt.
So never tell ur dad you hate him if you dont have an actual reason. dont say it just because he doesnt let you go to your friends or because he wont let you use the car or some other dumb reason.
Hope you all had a happy fathers day and if you dont have a father im sorry.
-domi_undead
